Life is for Living

well.. as a human being.. we should not scare about death.. sickness and death in our life is the path we must go through.. so we must have a common vision on that.. do not scare about death.. so.. i have watched a movie called 'The Death and Life of Charlie St Cloud'.. released on last july 30.. the details as below..

as you can see in the photo has 2 guys there.. taller one was Charlie and the short one was his younger brother Sam.. Charlie is a young man overcome by grief at the death of his younger brother.. so much so that he takes a job as caretaker of the cemetery in which his brother is buried.. Charlie has a special lasting bond with his brother though.. as he can see him.. Charlie meets up with his brother each night to play catch and talk.. then a girl comes into Charlie's life and he must choose between keeping a promise he made to Sam.. or going after the girl he loves..


Charlie is caring brother.. the opening of the movie says that Charlie and his brother met with a terrible car accident.. and so his brother dead.. he feels very guilty about that.. so he takes a job at the cemetery which his brother burried so he can accompany his brother always and long lasting.. he is a clever boy and well done in shipping.. he gets schoolarship from a university or what else.. i have forgot.. but he deffered all of that.. so everybody in the town he living says he is a loon..


before the sunset getting dissapear.. Charlie meets with his bro every single twilight at the forest which near the cemetery.. started playing with his bro.. all were just Charlie's illusions though.. but he's happy to keep being like this with his dead brother.. as we can see.. Charlie feels very guilty about the dead of his younger brother.. his bro and the promises between them are everything to Charlie.. just a short introduction of the movie.. or you may feel it's boring.. get some time and catch with this movie if you willing to.. =)


life is for living.. time is still running.. you can't rewind your life.. everybody must have regrets.. his brother dead and there is no any reincarnation.. what he can do is to live life happily.. he takes a second chance to enjoy his life.. so we must be very careful in making decision and it must be a right decision.. even your future.. choosing your love ones or whatever laa.. life must be ambitious and forward-looking.. make life simple and happier..! =)

surrounding feelings

do you guys feel that the surrounding feelings of Christmas day.. New Year's Eve or Chinese New Year's Eve or what else became less and less..? now was the head of December.. normally should have some Christmas songs around us.. and some decoration about Christmas like white snow.. Santa Claus pictures and so on.. as i've seen some of the restaurants had  decorated with such things.. but lesser than last year..


im having SPM exam currently.. so i don't have such mood to have a meet with Christmas now.. maybe later after SPM..? hoho.. but i had a only wish to deal with Santa Claus.. hope that he will realizes what i wanted.. although i am not a Christian.. awW~.. sounds too fairy tale right..? but we should have to try..!


few more days after Christmas there will be a New Year's Eve.. we are getting older bigger and stronger.. wish ourselves will be healthier and happier in the coming years.. forget the pasts and trying to archieve a higher point in your career.. have a new year.. have new starts.. a happier starts overall.. =)

i've been chosen to attend the PLKN.. i am in the first batch.. im going on 4th of January.. awW~.. a good or a bad news..? for some of you it might be a good news that have been chosen to attend it.. but for myself it ain't a good news.. should be a worst news for me..! i know it's fun and enjoyable alright.. but i do not want such funs inside.. but never have a experience with it no one knows what is the conclusion.. i will share what have happen on me inside in the coming days.. =D

a little pasts from me

last night.. i lay down on my bed suddenly i thought about some pasts when i am still a kid.. in my 1st primary school.. SJK(C) Gua Musang.. located at kelantan.. i remembered i had an indian friend.. he's one of my closer friend when i was studying in standard 1.. one day.. he was surrounded by some higher standard pupil.. considered as some bad pupils in our school.. so i move on and pulled my friend out of there without any fear.. on the second day.. i became their target.. but i ran.. ran and ran but still got caught by them too.. but i don't scare of them though.. hahas..


i remembered that i was a naughty kid.. hahas.. i like to kacau other pupils.. standard 2 i teased a girl classmate and she cried on that day.. on the second day.. her mum came to school and scolded on me.. outside my classroom.. due to that day was our school organizing sports day so all pupils queue up outside the classroom.. all pupils were looking at us.. wow.. maybe cause of i was still a kid.. i don't feel any sense of shame.. hahas.. after that.. once i saw her mum i dare not to let her mum see im around.. i never tell my parents about that..


started from standard 4.. i had a bunch of friends.. best friends.. everyday we stick together.. untill standard 5..  i gonna leave them go to the kuantan.. the current place that im living now.. after we had end up primary school.. most of them went to the Kota Bharu and studying in an independent secondary school.. time flown as fast as blink an eye.. the years in secondary school.. 5 years.. i never go back to my old place.. but i met one of my primary school best friend at KL.. i was form 3 that year.. he changed a lot.. became muscular.. i remembered we i 1st saw him we were both thin and skinny..


i asked about other of my friends.. how are them.. they were good though.. still the best friend like old times we did.. just became less and less.. some of them transfered to another secondary school.. some of them died in an accident.. could not expect that he will said so.. anyway.. for those who just got the driving license please drive safely ensure that your own won't ever leave the one who loves you..


and now.. gonna leave secondary school after a month more.. how fast the time flows huh.. most of classmates choose to continue their studies in their future.. for those friends who didn't want to study but they also gonna leave kuantan to a better work place.. wherever you all go.. please take care and do not forget our happy moment we spent together in secondary school.. feel free to organize a gathering party and recall our pasts as well.. i love ya all..! =D

suffocating

sometimes.. something made me so suffocating.. could be a lot of possibilities like someone who get you mad.. your love ones is leaving you.. parents or wat else.. your future that you cant choose it by your own mind.. cant get something that you are chasing for.. many to be mention though..~


when you facing these problems.. what proper actions you will take..? for a better way.. telling to someone which you feel that you can tell.. mostly they are your best friend.. your parent.. your love ones.. shout to them your feelings.. tired of what you are suffering.. for some mad guys.. i guess they will trying to destroy the stuffs around them.. focus their anger on those stuffs.. release their anger feels.. awW~~


for my own.. i will not take the actions that i mentioned above.. i will jz keep it inside my heart.. listen to some smooth songs.. spending my time wit my hobies such as play game or what else.. kinda lazy to care what something made me so suffocated for a short time.. temporary living at my own world.. nevertheless.. i will talk to my love ones and discuss wit her what im suffering.. at least you can have a person who can open your mindset.. and so we should listen advices which given by others if there is a right..


you..? found what you are so suffering now..? alright.. relax.. let's get some ways to cope with it.. one must not be angry.. if you want to then just go ahead but don focus on someone who around you.. because it will makes other form a feeling of hate against you.. =)