Life is for Living

well.. as a human being.. we should not scare about death.. sickness and death in our life is the path we must go through.. so we must have a common vision on that.. do not scare about death.. so.. i have watched a movie called 'The Death and Life of Charlie St Cloud'.. released on last july 30.. the details as below..

as you can see in the photo has 2 guys there.. taller one was Charlie and the short one was his younger brother Sam.. Charlie is a young man overcome by grief at the death of his younger brother.. so much so that he takes a job as caretaker of the cemetery in which his brother is buried.. Charlie has a special lasting bond with his brother though.. as he can see him.. Charlie meets up with his brother each night to play catch and talk.. then a girl comes into Charlie's life and he must choose between keeping a promise he made to Sam.. or going after the girl he loves..


Charlie is caring brother.. the opening of the movie says that Charlie and his brother met with a terrible car accident.. and so his brother dead.. he feels very guilty about that.. so he takes a job at the cemetery which his brother burried so he can accompany his brother always and long lasting.. he is a clever boy and well done in shipping.. he gets schoolarship from a university or what else.. i have forgot.. but he deffered all of that.. so everybody in the town he living says he is a loon..


before the sunset getting dissapear.. Charlie meets with his bro every single twilight at the forest which near the cemetery.. started playing with his bro.. all were just Charlie's illusions though.. but he's happy to keep being like this with his dead brother.. as we can see.. Charlie feels very guilty about the dead of his younger brother.. his bro and the promises between them are everything to Charlie.. just a short introduction of the movie.. or you may feel it's boring.. get some time and catch with this movie if you willing to.. =)


life is for living.. time is still running.. you can't rewind your life.. everybody must have regrets.. his brother dead and there is no any reincarnation.. what he can do is to live life happily.. he takes a second chance to enjoy his life.. so we must be very careful in making decision and it must be a right decision.. even your future.. choosing your love ones or whatever laa.. life must be ambitious and forward-looking.. make life simple and happier..! =)

surrounding feelings

do you guys feel that the surrounding feelings of Christmas day.. New Year's Eve or Chinese New Year's Eve or what else became less and less..? now was the head of December.. normally should have some Christmas songs around us.. and some decoration about Christmas like white snow.. Santa Claus pictures and so on.. as i've seen some of the restaurants had  decorated with such things.. but lesser than last year..


im having SPM exam currently.. so i don't have such mood to have a meet with Christmas now.. maybe later after SPM..? hoho.. but i had a only wish to deal with Santa Claus.. hope that he will realizes what i wanted.. although i am not a Christian.. awW~.. sounds too fairy tale right..? but we should have to try..!


few more days after Christmas there will be a New Year's Eve.. we are getting older bigger and stronger.. wish ourselves will be healthier and happier in the coming years.. forget the pasts and trying to archieve a higher point in your career.. have a new year.. have new starts.. a happier starts overall.. =)

i've been chosen to attend the PLKN.. i am in the first batch.. im going on 4th of January.. awW~.. a good or a bad news..? for some of you it might be a good news that have been chosen to attend it.. but for myself it ain't a good news.. should be a worst news for me..! i know it's fun and enjoyable alright.. but i do not want such funs inside.. but never have a experience with it no one knows what is the conclusion.. i will share what have happen on me inside in the coming days.. =D

a little pasts from me

last night.. i lay down on my bed suddenly i thought about some pasts when i am still a kid.. in my 1st primary school.. SJK(C) Gua Musang.. located at kelantan.. i remembered i had an indian friend.. he's one of my closer friend when i was studying in standard 1.. one day.. he was surrounded by some higher standard pupil.. considered as some bad pupils in our school.. so i move on and pulled my friend out of there without any fear.. on the second day.. i became their target.. but i ran.. ran and ran but still got caught by them too.. but i don't scare of them though.. hahas..


i remembered that i was a naughty kid.. hahas.. i like to kacau other pupils.. standard 2 i teased a girl classmate and she cried on that day.. on the second day.. her mum came to school and scolded on me.. outside my classroom.. due to that day was our school organizing sports day so all pupils queue up outside the classroom.. all pupils were looking at us.. wow.. maybe cause of i was still a kid.. i don't feel any sense of shame.. hahas.. after that.. once i saw her mum i dare not to let her mum see im around.. i never tell my parents about that..


started from standard 4.. i had a bunch of friends.. best friends.. everyday we stick together.. untill standard 5..  i gonna leave them go to the kuantan.. the current place that im living now.. after we had end up primary school.. most of them went to the Kota Bharu and studying in an independent secondary school.. time flown as fast as blink an eye.. the years in secondary school.. 5 years.. i never go back to my old place.. but i met one of my primary school best friend at KL.. i was form 3 that year.. he changed a lot.. became muscular.. i remembered we i 1st saw him we were both thin and skinny..


i asked about other of my friends.. how are them.. they were good though.. still the best friend like old times we did.. just became less and less.. some of them transfered to another secondary school.. some of them died in an accident.. could not expect that he will said so.. anyway.. for those who just got the driving license please drive safely ensure that your own won't ever leave the one who loves you..


and now.. gonna leave secondary school after a month more.. how fast the time flows huh.. most of classmates choose to continue their studies in their future.. for those friends who didn't want to study but they also gonna leave kuantan to a better work place.. wherever you all go.. please take care and do not forget our happy moment we spent together in secondary school.. feel free to organize a gathering party and recall our pasts as well.. i love ya all..! =D

suffocating

sometimes.. something made me so suffocating.. could be a lot of possibilities like someone who get you mad.. your love ones is leaving you.. parents or wat else.. your future that you cant choose it by your own mind.. cant get something that you are chasing for.. many to be mention though..~


when you facing these problems.. what proper actions you will take..? for a better way.. telling to someone which you feel that you can tell.. mostly they are your best friend.. your parent.. your love ones.. shout to them your feelings.. tired of what you are suffering.. for some mad guys.. i guess they will trying to destroy the stuffs around them.. focus their anger on those stuffs.. release their anger feels.. awW~~


for my own.. i will not take the actions that i mentioned above.. i will jz keep it inside my heart.. listen to some smooth songs.. spending my time wit my hobies such as play game or what else.. kinda lazy to care what something made me so suffocated for a short time.. temporary living at my own world.. nevertheless.. i will talk to my love ones and discuss wit her what im suffering.. at least you can have a person who can open your mindset.. and so we should listen advices which given by others if there is a right..


you..? found what you are so suffering now..? alright.. relax.. let's get some ways to cope with it.. one must not be angry.. if you want to then just go ahead but don focus on someone who around you.. because it will makes other form a feeling of hate against you.. =)

current feelings

people need love for no doubt.. long love affair leaves someone a memorable and unforgettable memories.. it could brings you sweet and so bitter too.. let see.. how many pairs of couple can be with their first love until the end of life..? the percentage is low even you can't see it..

people's first love usually the most memorable for them though.. but it doesn't matter.. the most important thing is who you be with now.. for those who are in a relationship.. sorry la singles.. i am single too don't worry.. hahas.. find one for yourself if you are very thirst for love..

if someone offered you to choose a person who loves you or choose a person you love.. what's your choice..? mostly the answer will be the second one.. why..? i guess there is nobody knows except the person who involved in that relationship.. if readers ask me what is my choice.. if i choose any from that and i can't also even get you all a satisfied explaination.. lol..

"so trouble is the thing we call love".. we can hardly know what others thoughts.. so i learned a new phrase called 'rome was not built in a day'.. it means the key of success is hardworking and the perseverance in doing something is neccessary.. so we can know that a sweet love was not built in second, minute or an hour.. but years..

what for i talked so much here.. i got no girlfriend also.. haha.. but whatever la.. i don't have the qualification to say others who breaking promises which has been made between they and their lovers though.. because i am a heartbreaker too.. awW~ let's put more efforts in that for a best future then..

alright.. if you have found any mistakes from the text above.. then sorry laa..! =)

...

clean up my mood.. and looking for the thing that im chasing for..
white, slim, low and roar~..!
MAN~..
when will i be able to get 'you' huh..?
if i got 'you'.. i got everything that i wanted..
i will not start my true life b4 i get 'you' man..
'you' are the 1st thing that i hoped to get for a very long time..
there is a lot of 'you' though.. but not longer you'll be clear stock..!



aiiikkk~~.. no need to guess what was that readers..
it was jz a remind for myself.. hehe.. =P

form 5

i guess some of you did watch a movie call High School Musical right..? the movie talks bout the life of a bunch of secondary students.. and so surrrounded by some amazing musics and songs.. there got 3 episode available.. the title of the latest episode is 'senior year'.. from the title we know that the movie is talk bout last year studying in the secondary school..

awW~.. such a memorable year..! i guess everybody'd feel so.. a year which bout graduation.. final exams.. driving license.. nasional service and so leaving the school.. hoho.. for myself.. i had a bunch of  funny and unity classmates.. haha..!


honestly.. for the classmates of 2010 5m2.. thx for bringing me a lot of memories within the year of form 4 and 5.. 2 years is not a short duration.. we get through with it without any senses though.. see the date now..
our senior year is going to the end.. i miss the days passing through wit all of you.. although i always ponteng school.. :)


so we're waiting for the final exam SPM.. still left few days we can meet at school.. damn i miss school days now.. regret that i've been absent and missed a lot of the element of 5m2.. what if the time can be rewind..? how cool is it.. if it can be i guess that the word 'regret' wont appear in this world anymore.. awW~


lastly.. wish all form 5 students good luck in SPM exam alright.. and so me too.. cheer up guys~..! :))

Take Your Time

Another rainy day.. so the weather quite cold today.. awW.. so today i went school as usual but my classmates felt unusual due to my appearance at school.. it is because I've been a long time didn't attend to school.. lol.. alright.. have to stop here.. let's translate to chinese anyway..! =D


问问自己.. 你会不会是一个沉默的人.. 通常都答不出.. 都会说''hmmm.. 不懂哦''之类的.. 那是因为一个人的沉默是要对人对事的! 就算一个人口舌再好多会瓣多会讲.. 只要说中他的死穴! 完了.. 或是.. 一个人.. 对你做出相同的事很多次时.. 刚开始当然会对那人有点回应.. 但过后久了成了习惯也就罢了.. 通常沉默的人都会被误会.. 所以有的时候沉默并不代表认了.. 而是忍了.. 是忍到闷那个.. 可能有一些真的是认了也很难说.. 还是要清楚整件事情才好行动.. 还是那一句.. 我只是随便乱瓣! 并没有指着谁来说哦.. 开心就好.. =)


其实我写酱多.. 都不懂有没有人发现到我这个站的存在.. 因为我的link只放在我facebook的'About Me'那里而已.. 也没有post在wall那里.. 只是我觉得我写的不够别人的有意义! 因为我写的都不是我生活的点滴.. 只是很闷和只是随便写写罢了.. 但我不管.. 我就只是一直写.. 如果有人在这之前来访过的话.. 证明那人曾visit过我的profile咯.. 谢啦那位某某.. 但这个post过后我会试着去让更多人来看看.. 今天我读了校刊翻到'金句'那一页看到一个金句说'挫折让我成长'.. 所以我能接受你的不看好.. 如果说文字上得罪你的话.. erm.. 也不可能啦.. 因为我只是乱写! 但还是随便啦.. 自己爽就好.. =)

启示

心想说今天没的吹了.. 因为keyboard玩玩下坏掉了! 还好无意中找到以前用过的旧keyboard.. 就因为这样.. 就想到要写什么了.. 这个旧keyboard.. 它没坏.. 只是不好用所以买过一个新的.. 一样东西你每天都用.. 当然是对自己好一点找一个好用的刚自己心意的.. 当这东西坏了时.. 糟糕怎么办? 想一想还有一个旧的.. 不好用但还是用着先吧.. 迟点再买过新的.. 其实如果每一样东西都有生命都有思想的话.. 想想那个旧的.. 是什么心情.. 但这是不可能的啦.. 人是人东西是东西.. 对东西能贪新厌旧但对人就要三思了.. 如果他对你不好的话你就割爱让给人家吧.. 但如果他对你好的话你凭什么找过新的.. 可惜.. 别人对我好我却不珍惜反而怪罪于他人.. 有点可笑.. 但这纯粹是个人看法.. 写给自己看来警惕自己.. 看了自己爽就好.. 对你有帮助我也好.. =)


刚才我读了一篇有关为人处事的文章.. 很有料很有深度.. 打算copy paste下来分享分享.. =D

1.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。
2.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么也没发生
3.在不违背原则的情况下 ,对别人要宽容 ,能帮就帮, 千万不要把人逼绝了 ,给人留条后路……
4.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事使你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。
5.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱
6.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。
7.我喜欢一位朋友说的这句“善忘是一件好事。”
8.两个人同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债，早晚都要还。 
9.自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。
10.不要做刺猬 ,能不与人结仇就不与人结仇 ,谁也不跟谁一辈子 ,有些事情没必要记在心上
11.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则
12.不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能
13.钱很重要，但不能依靠男人或父母，自己一定要保持一定赚钱的能力……
14.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起....
15.过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下
16.即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑……
17.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补
18.不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。
19.不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。
20.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了
21.说话时可以很直接，人很直爽，总比虚伪好。
22.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。但是别喝酒


有一个.. 很对.. 但很少男生做得到.. 包括我! 那就是
''她有人追求，说明她很有魅力，不要因此发无名火，吃无名醋。更不能误会，而是要更加去好好爱.''
你做到的话.. 我想你才是男人.. 不.. 个人个人的.. 那就要看看那女生会不会过度了.. 稍微收敛少少对彼此都好吧.. 唉哟.. 这次可不是乱写了.. 虽然是copy paste的.. 但还是有一点点少少少少的深度.. 谢谢你的来访.. =)

Untitled

是在听着晴天.. 慢慢一点一点写出来的.. 刚刚好今天的天气还阴阴的.. 结果还下起雨来.. 如果是一个人的话.. 这种沉闷的天气会让你联想起一些曾经伤过心的事.. 后悔的事.. 就算再顽皮的人.. 再拐兰的人.. 一个人在一个空间还是会安静下来.. 脑袋就会开始想东西.. 这种天气跟伤感很相近.. 想想以前跟某个他多快乐.. 后悔自己作出一些不对的事让对方不开心了.. 现在回想起来就觉得有点幼稚.. 现在终于什么都没了.. 一身轻飘飘的.. 当你越飘越远越飘越久的时.. 就开始觉得闷了.. 这个时候就会想起一个人.. 我相信每个人一定会的.. 包括我吧.. 因为我也是人!


其实我写东西.. 并没有规律.. 想到什么就写什么.. 爽就写一下.. 就是因为闷想在这里找些乐子.. 不要说我无聊哦.. 把时间放在这里总比把这些时间拿去玩online game好的多.. 但这是我的想法啦.. 因为我不玩online game.. 对不起蛤玩online game的网友.. 并不是在针对你们说你们浪费时间.. 纯粹是个人看法.. 自己爽就好啦.. =)


还是同一句.. 不要在意我写的东西.. 因为我只是随便乱写! 但感觉上我好像越写越乱了.. 哈哈.. 但没有东西是一定的.. 可能我下一章会没那么乱哦.. 但还是谢谢正在读着的你.. 记得保持通话.. 得空饮茶~ =D

表面上

想要强调的就是肉眼看不见的背后.. 被误会的感觉很无奈很不爽.. 被自己喜欢的人或情人误会更是心碎! 走运的.. 自己的爱人还会听听你的解释甚至相信你.. 不走运的就是有个很固执且冲动的爱人! 眼睛被误会遮着了.. 并忘了之前你为他所做的.. 这笔帐算来算去还是差天共地吧.. 是很平常的.. 无所谓.. 想说的是你不查清点至少你也听听对方的解释吧.. 来个例子好了.. 每部戏还没上映之前都会有预告.. 看了预告自己觉得这部戏不行.. 然后再往下看一看评论.. 不好的比好的来得多.. 打从心里就没有想要看这部戏的冲动了.. 结果怎样? 这部戏的票房破十亿! 当然只是随便说说.. 并不是真有此事啦.. 只是想到什么吹什么罢了.. =)


表面上.. hmm.. 这个人一看他的样就只有两个字--嚣张.. 自己想想也知道这种事常常发生在我们周围.. 至少我身边的人是有这个习惯的.. 其实样子是天生的.. 开玩笑说说那个人很嚣张无所谓.. 最好还是不要被自己的直觉控制住了.. 觉得那个人很嚣张无论他在做什么去哪里都是同一个样.. 那就不好了.. 很多东西都不是一定的.. 可能你觉得他是这样的一个人但他偏偏就不是这样的一个人..


谢谢你花了你几分钟的时间看我的东西.. 但别在意.. 我不是在说着你、我或他.. 只是随便说说!

少许经历

不必别人来提醒我也知道自己很矛盾.. 当你遇到很难做选择的时候你也会有少少矛盾只是自己没有察觉到罢了.. 还有就是你明明是想这样的.. 当已经成了这样你会觉得不开心通常都是因为你牺牲了一些东西才换来你想要的.. 这种情况的来源对男生来说通常只有两种就是女人.. 你没听错.. 两种都是女人! 一种当然是真的女人啦.. 而另一种可是分分钟还比自己的女人更重要的.. 他也是自己的女人.. 只是不说话.. 不会离开你.. 不会闹别扭的那种.. 猜到吗? 是车啦.. 当然不是每个男人都有两种女人啦.. 而我还是比较喜欢会说话会闹别扭那种吧.. 但我想说的是男生对第二种女人的矛盾.. 不要在意.. 因为我只是觉得这比较好'吹'..!


他终于得到了他梦寐以求的车.. 隔天就来带我去试车.. 还很开心的问道
'怎么样? 是不是也很想要啊? 哈哈..'
事实上驾着这辆车是很威水的一件事.. 但其实不是很好坐.. 我沉默.. 也不想多说一些重伤他的话.. 时间是会帮我报仇的!
一天我到他家等他.. 他妈妈问道
'多少次你坐我儿子的车了?'
'一星期至少有两三次吧'
'我儿子的车我才只坐过一次就不想再坐上去了'
不说我也知道.. 大人买车讲求的是舒服.. 而他儿子的车却不是如此..
'刚才你妈对你的车做了一些评价'
'我知道.. 车不好坐又跳.. 车里的椅子又硬.. 我自己也这样觉得.. 但我就是喜欢..'


'不好坐.. 但我就是喜欢'
很多东西都不能如愿以偿.. 就算是也不可能完全是.. 别人我不知道.. 但至少我还没有真正有过如愿以偿的感觉! 说说自己.. 我在这里写这个.. 也不知道会有多少人会花少少时间来读.. 可能一个也没有.. 但我就是没事做.. 所以其实我想要强调的是.. 很多东西自己爽.. 自己喜欢就好.. 尽量不要去管别人怎么看你说你骂你.. 但有时候听听别人的意见.. 可能也对自己会好一些.. 如果你觉得我是在说你的话.. 请不要在意.. 因为我只是随便乱写! =)

第一步

其实是很想用英语的.. 可惜的是我的英语没我的华语强! 半夜三点多.. 刚从外面回来.. 睡不着.. 想也知道为什么.. 有点点烦.. 但烦得来又有点自由.. 至少自己烦的事是自己的事.. 决定还是在自己作的.. 对我作了.. 应该不会有错吧.. 一个烦总好过两个烦吧.. =)


我哦.. 时常在facebook看他们分享很多跟爱情相关的文章.. 相信大家都有读过至少半篇吧.. 当然我也不例外! 想说的是那些东西很.. 童话性好了.. 当然不是每一篇都是啦.. 我说的! 虽然我不是有什么身份的人.. 说了也不会有人同意吧.. 个人个人的啦.. 有幻想是好事.. 或疗情伤还是得空看看都好.. 开心就好.. =X


说说刚才的事好了.. 跟一群malat佬能去得了哪里? 当然是打机啦! 别说我幼稚.. 因为分分钟你本身也是跟我打同样的机! 打什么就不说了.. lol.. 懒什么神秘? DotA啦.. 有缘的话大家一起打吧.. 喜欢的话留下你的nickname好让我下次见到你肯定跟你打个招呼.. 我是很friendly的! 输赢是其次.. 认识到你才是我的荣幸.. 如果日后遇到一些是刻意想要打垮我而我真的被打垮了.. 那谢谢你让我知道我还是美中不足了.. 或是赢了我是你的荣幸也好.. 大家自己爽就好啦..


这时候.. MSN响了! 我的好表哥.. 两条佬有什么话题是最hot的? 当然是女人啦! 至少我跟我的brother们是这样.. 别人我不知道.. 我知道当下也不只我对这样的东西而烦.. 刚刚好在我身边他也一样烦.. 感觉不错下.. 还好我还没埋怨别人为什么就不会.. 就算他会我也不知道吧.. =S


怎么样..? lame不lame..? 少少肯定是有的啦.. 可能是一个好的开始.. 或觉得懒惰了还是反应不热..可能就这样玩完了.. 总之就是.. 有些东西自己爽就好.. 你不爽我也只好接受你的不爽.. 只管批评我.. 不要骂我..! 因为我只是随便写写! =)